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I'm still half-hearted about going on tour and I fear my feelings won't change no matter how it's rationalized.

I will put on my make-up and play my part. And though it be ever so cliché, I must tell myself, the show must go on.

The heart of the matter is I'm just hoping that it works out that I can afford this trip in the end.

Wowza it's been a long while.

Anyway if you can't tell I'm at the orthodontist getting my braces adjusted. Based on it own observation and my orthodontist's own word, my braces will be coming off soon. Yaaaay!!!

So far he is making his rounds to the tables of schools that matter most to him both academically and athletically.

Still hoping for a good turn out after today.

As a sit here high school football seniors coupled with their hopes and dreams on their hands are trickling in. The number one hope that they all hold is to get signed to someone's college football team. Among them is my brother Jon.

Prayers are deep and fingers are crossed. At this point we need a miracle from the Lord. I pray he will be accepted to a good school to play college football.

I'm back at the hospital with my uncle, his daughter, wife, and two grandchildren (my second cousins - above). So the doctors are keeping him until Monday at least, until the heart doctor is back in.

My mom sent me here to bring some snack foods to Uncle Pop. The folks working here are slow to bring food.

Sing regularly. Never forsake my art as much I have ever again!!

Communicate more with friends on Twitter.

I'm at the hospital after having received word from my grandma that my uncle "Pop" is in the hospital. It wasn't anything dire, but we all (mom, brother, grandma and I) got in the car to go see him. He complained of pressure and pains in his chest. So he's in over night with his wife at his bedside. Meanwhile, the doctor confirmed that he didn't have a heart attack. Phew!

To be continued...

I'm feeling down and overwhelmed today. Finding it reallyhl hard to shake this anxiety I have going on but I don't know what for exactly. The word that I'm looking for at the moment is centered. I don't feel centered. And as a result I'm finding it hard to attend to the things that I need to do, let alone recall what is on my agenda for today. I'll sit down some days and stare at my blank to-do page on my computer, just lost.

Some days do you ever feel this way?

I arrived early to class today in anticiaption that people would be there. I spotted a corner where a chair was located in front of a window. It was mostly quietly and yet I can see the hustle and bustle outside. There was something strangely relaxing about it.

Apparently Bernette Petes is coming to South Florida. I'm not really a fan, but that doesn't mean that I don't like her and her singing. I just don't find an appeal.

Anyway she is scheduled to perform at the performing arts center in February 11, 2009 at 8pm.

Wish her all the best.